Just one second

For just one second - 


I was baby hungry.


Don't worry, I'm sooooo over it.


But for just a second there, holding my new niece and feeling her all warm and snuggly made me want one. And then she started crying and I was reminded why I'm not anywhere close to ready or wanting. I don't want to change the diapers, do the midnight feedings, have them up all hours of the day and night, or clean up the barfs. Nope. For now, I'll keep Ryan all to myself and enjoy having no children. :)